Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Why am I felling this way?
I just want to jump out
of this place,
get out of the world,
punch the walls `till my nuckles bleed
kick the walls with this feet
that took me to places
that I never wanted to visit,
just killing myself.
I should feel happy,
isn`t it?
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I just want to yell
to myself
cos I always screw up everything.

ZAP